A mother's broken heart...

Sometimes I wonder,
and then I realize, no - this will never end.
Not until our LORD returns.
There is an unforgivable sin - not unforgivable by the One who bore all our sins on the cross...but man, even the Church will not forgive. A sinner who can never be redeemed, a leper who can never be made clean.
That is the way the world, even the church sees him.
Not the way Jesus sees him.
I wonder, how much more rejection he can bare.
And there is a physical pain in my heart and tears in my eyes and I want to lash out.
God!  I hate this so much!