Born to be bad...
School days!
I love them!
For the past two years, my classroom was like a cave, in the center of the building, off the Library, small and dingy.
This year I have a nice new classroom, with windows that face the rising sun. My students have room to move. It is a welcoming, comfortable environment for learning. The first three weeks have been pretty peaceful.
School right now is about the only peaceful place in my life.
I am still pretty unsettled spiritually speaking. My time of life is wrecking havoc on my mood...stop the swing I wanna get off! My family is in crisis. So, the other day Isaw this kid walking down the hall with a tee shirt featuring "Baby Stewie" from Family Guy. It carried a disturbing message:Born to be Bad. At first I just smiled. Cute. Then I thought, I'd like to tell the kid, "no you were really born to be saved". Then I thought, no, probably that tee shirt was truer than I'd like. Well, not born to be bad, but maybe born to burn. Predestination right? My old arch enemy. We are all born to burn. Born with a sin nature. Born damned. But the will of God is that all be saved. He calls all to seek Him, know Him, honor Him. In Church Sunday, I was thinking about the nature of God. Are we created chiefly to glorify God. Or are we created to come to know and love God as a child loves their parents...their father...Our Father... seems that it was important to Jesus that we identify to God as beloved children to a perfect Father who wants only the best for His family.
I'm wondering now, as my mind wanders, as I watch my seventh graders decorate the covers of their journals and wondering what they should write as their first entries...what is the average life expectancy of a blog? I was addicted once. And that addiction nearly put an end to my life as I knew it.I was greedy for hits and comments. I was actually happy (sort of) when something I wrote generated a heated discussion. I wanted to be heard ... read ... I wanted what I said to matter to someone. My son has a blog. His computer access is limited and he doesn't have much of a reader base but he always wants me to check his hits. He wants to make contact with someone out there. Our ministry blog isn't well read either. I was hoping that it would generate some support, some interest in our vision, some encouragement. I have about 14,000 hits. Amazing...but so what...Who cares... Who knows...This is a long weekend, and we have no plans. I guess I?ll spend some time blog surfing...making contact again. Who ever does read this, blessings and the LOVE of the LORD be yours